redsolowhore:
little-todd:
Jason was out cold, sleeping off the rest of the drugs and booze, his eyes red and puffy from all the crying he’d done. There was a note on the coffee maker. /Don’t bother, I bought you some./
Red frowned at the note, not understanding, looking through his cupboards until he…
Jason let out a quiet moan, peeking one eye open, then immediately regretting it. Too bright, too loud, too early. Jason rolled over, turning his back to the Ginger with a little huff.
little-todd:
Jason didn’t respond, instead waiting for the older man to fall asleep. He didn’t sleep at all that night. He didn’t deserve it, not after he made Red sad. He stared at the wall for a few hours, getting out of bed just before dawn. Sneaking out of his grip, he left to bring Red…
Jason was out cold, sleeping off the rest of the drugs and booze, his eyes red and puffy from all the crying he’d done. There was a note on the coffee maker. /Don’t bother, I bought you some./
little-todd started following you
theoriginalbloodcountess:
little-todd:
I bet your kids really liked you. You’re really nice. -points left- We take that street, get on a bus, an’ my house is real close to the bus stop.
They were more to my company than weight in gold throughout Hungary. They were my blood and my lineage, Todd. Now, I am to sit upon a bus? Fine, let us take to a bus.
Dad always thought I was a waste of time. -nods- Yeah, or you can stand. We get there faster this way.
redsolowhore:
little-todd:
A few more tears slid down his cheeks as he sang the song in his head. It had been sung to him after nightmares by almost everyone he knew. “Y-you’re the only person who ever stayed with me…” He let out a broken sigh. “I’m so sorry…”
At this point red shimmied his head back up…
Jason didn’t respond, instead waiting for the older man to fall asleep. He didn’t sleep at all that night. He didn’t deserve it, not after he made Red sad. He stared at the wall for a few hours, getting out of bed just before dawn. Sneaking out of his grip, he left to bring Red a nice breakfast to make up for everything. He finnaly found a nice place where he got French toast, pancakes, and good coffee. He was home before Red was up, deciding to leave the meal on the table and sleep for a bit on the couch.
redsolowhore:
little-todd:
He closed his eyes, a few tears rolling down his cheeks. “Don’t… don’t say that… I’m not worth it ….” He placed his hand over the arm around his waist, wondering how someone so much better than him could even look at him.
Red was slightly sobering, though not quite enough. He…
A few more tears slid down his cheeks as he sang the song in his head. It had been sung to him after nightmares by almost everyone he knew. “Y-you’re the only person who ever stayed with me…” He let out a broken sigh. “I’m so sorry…”
little-todd:
No. Not Red’s fault. Never his fault. All Jason. Jason was the bad kid. He made people sad. He made people hurt themselves. Always his fault. Red’s perfect. Nothing is ever his fault. Always Jason. “It’s not…” He shook his head , his throat getting tight. “You should pick…
He closed his eyes, a few tears rolling down his cheeks. “Don’t… don’t say that… I’m not worth it ….” He placed his hand over the arm around his waist, wondering how someone so much better than him could even look at him.
little-todd:
redsolowhore:
Red sat up in surprise, looking at the other with a frown, somehow now feeling like the loneliest person in the world, regardless of his company. With a sigh he lies back down, rolling to turn his back to the other, “I’m sorry, Jay..”
” ‘s not your fault.”…
No. Not Red’s fault. Never his fault. All Jason. Jason was the bad kid. He made people sad. He made people hurt themselves. Always his fault. Red’s perfect. Nothing is ever his fault. Always Jason. “It’s not…” He shook his head , his throat getting tight. “You should pick someone better for that. Don’t waste it on me.” It was barely audible, but he said it.
redsolowhore:
little-todd:
“Not… Not tonight… ‘m sorry…” Jason curled up, ready to be sent to the couch. They always slept together, he just didn’t feel up to it tonight.
Red sat up in surprise, looking at the other with a frown, somehow now feeling like the loneliest person in the world, regardless of his company. With a sigh he lies back down, rolling to turn his back to the other, “I’m sorry, Jay..”
” ‘s not your fault.” It wasn’t. Not at all. He blamed himself entirely, and he deserved the nightmares he was going to have. He made Red sad. That was one of the few things that truly upset him. He’d have to be better for Red next time. The manners his father taught him. ‘Yes sir.’ No more saying no and making Red sad.
redsolowhore:
Red decided to kick off his shoes, sleeping on top of the blankets, spreading his arms to show Jason his provided spot, “Jay.”
“Not… Not tonight… ‘m sorry…” Jason curled up, ready to be sent to the couch. They always slept together, he just didn’t feel up to it tonight.
redsolowhore:
“hmm… Yer no fun.” He smirks, actually complying. Red backed off, giving Jason one last peck on the lips before lying back again, closing his eyes with a drunken smile.
Jason rolled off Red, curling up on the other side of the bed. He felt… weird… and dirty… He’d only wanted some attention, maybe a kiss from Red. He didn’t expect this. He wasn’t sure how he felt. Stupid drugs, stupid beer.
redsolowhore:
“Rr you gonna tell on me?” He murmured, leaning in to kiss jasons neck, nipping once more, leaving a fresh new mark.
“N-No-ooooh…” Jason moaned quietly, wondering why the hell his body was doing this to him. ”C’mon Red… please c-cut it out… this feels w-weird…”
little-todd started following you
theoriginalbloodcountess:
little-todd:
Okay. I bet ‘Tro’s gonna be really happy. -lets go of her, still grinning and holding her hand- Are you a mom? You’re kinda like how my mom was.
I was a mother, long ago. It was long ago, and now where shall we take ourselves? To the left or right of this street, Todd?
I bet your kids really liked you. You’re really nice. -points left- We take that street, get on a bus, an’ my house is real close to the bus stop.
redsolowhore:
He chuckled at that, shifting up on one elbow while one hand moved down to feel Jasons ass. “Do what?We’re juss kissin’. Sides, I ain’t drunk.”
“I-I am…” Jason let out a quiet whine as Red’s hand groped his ass. “I-If ‘Tro finds out… y-you could get in b-big trouble…” That was the last thing Jason wanted, but it was something else as well… He didn’t understand what his body was doing, why he felt like this, and why his jeans felt waaay too tight. It scared him a bit.
redsolowhore:
little-todd:
Jason leaned down, giving him a deep yet innocent kiss. Red tasted like smoke and beer, and maybe cinnamon? Something homely and all together Red.
Red was quick to react to that kiss, violating it as a second nature. He managed to start guiding the other through a deeper kiss, working their lips together while wrapping his arms around the younger’s waist.
Jason hummed, kissing him back before slowly backing off. “R-Red… we’re drunk… We-we shouldn’t do this … ” he wasn’t drunk enough to forget his age, or the trouble red could get in.
